The Chicken and the Egg

The situation in womens prison is appalling.  There are many women stuck in the Drug- Theft-Prostitution cycle.  It’s like the chicken and the egg, which one came first?

Posted fb 24/04/13

#82 Revolving Doors

Give me six weeks

And I will be back again

Give me a fine

I have no way of meeting that deadline

One, two three, fines

Bang me up give me time

How many times will you have me come back

You’ve seen  me interact

You know my profile

All the girls here stand in line

You know I will be back

Drugs

Theft  

Prostitution?

You tell me what is the solution

Revolving doors

Brings me here again

This is not a stranger

Its become a familiar friend

I am hooked

With no way out

You hear my screams

You’re not listening to my shouts

You’ve suppressed my voice

I am lost in the system

There is no way out

Lost in the system

I have no choice

Mc D's Ballet and Kevin

I will dedicate the post to Kevin.  I met Kevin in the Mc d’s in Kilburn.  Why does the name ‘Kevin’ bring a smile to my face.  I had popped in to redeem my breakfast voucher which saved me all of 40p off breakfast.  How smug  am I ?  Also thought I would use wifi to post todays fb offering.  

So I went upstairs sat down and after about a few minutes a black rucksack catches my eye.  I leap up to my feet and ask a man in the other section if the bag belongs to him?  he says ‘No’ which is correct only turns out later that in fact he is a total idiot.  I then try and get the attention of the woman to the right of me who has been on the phone all the time since my arrival.  Does she not know who I am?  I don’t know who I am .  I guess with the Boston bombing being in the news  and the fact I am a Safety Critical officer.   I am paranoid and safety is always on my mind.  

Anyhow Kevin returns he is 57, I probably would have said 50 had he not told me.  We had a absolutely wonderful conversation about ballet, the shooting in Stockwell station, working in hotels and the Purity of Ballet then I shared my poem.   Which he appreciated and gave me wonderful feedback about things I didn’t know were present.  I must go McD’s more often .....

#71 Missed Opportunity  shd be #81

You didn’t get it

Now your forced

To lean

Borrow

Or steal

It looks so enticing

It wasn’t appealing

When it lay there

With so many others

It looked common

Nothing you wanted

To be associated with

Yet it was free

Lets call it a gift

Now you are forced to drift

From one to another

Like a cheating lover

Everyone getting an opportunity

To discover

Maybe you will get a chance

Someone may give you glance

Along the way

Maybe tomorrow

Maybe today

What is this  poem about?  you will never get it.  It started its life as ‘Regrets’ .

Chris Brown vs Ike

Now I pride myself on being an opinionated person.  I also like to think as an individual, also I am a hard core conspiraces.  Put this all together what have you got?

Now I will say it again and again there is more to the Rihanna Chris Brown bust up.  1, He did n’t her ( No I wasn’t there) if he did hit her why is she going back for more?  ‘If he hits you, he doesn’t like you!’ 2.  Her Father how could he still be friends with him throughout? 3.  Why are Kanye West, Jay z and the likes still supporting Chris? who is a very talented artist.  But if you ‘Beat on a woman’ surely that’s the end of you in the social celebrity world. It didn't work for Ike .  Thats why I say

"Chris Brown Never Hit Rihanna End of period".  The matter is closed .....

It sells records and newspapers.  Rihanna went from yet another RnB singer to a household name ‘Poor Rihanna’  La la la .  Not anymore now the 13th richest Black woman in the World.

Posted fb 13/04/13

#71 Don't you feel stupid

Don't you feel stupid?

Really taken for a ride

All that time believing that

Chris Brown was a really bad guy

Turns out it was a hoax

All a big joke

We believed the worse

That must be the Black Man’s curse

Now they can have their happy ever after

Drowned by their laughter

Of the whole world hoodwinked

How low can they sink?

Taking their careers to the brink

A scheme cooked up by a dream

To be the best it seems

Like cat’s they’ve got the cream

How many lives have they redeemed?

We watch on as they entertain us with songs.

Tell me am I the only one who thinks this is wrong

Younger's talking about Youngers

OK I am nosey, I enjoy listening in to other peoples conversation, not necessary the context of it all, more the way it flows.  Let’s just call it research for my Novel.  I have a problem with writing dialogue.  There are so many things we say that never get recorded.  I overheard a group of young boys talking in KFC.  Don’t judge, don’t judge.  They were discussing a program on channel 4 called ‘younger's’ which I caught a bit of the night before.

Very entertaining, with great acting.

Posted fb 15/03/04

#73 Youngers

Nah dats not me Fam

Deh got it all wrong

Deh need to come to me

Before they continue on

Nah! I don't chat like dat

Believe I don't say that

Need to run Dem tings by me

I would give dem bare facts

It was comical to listen to

I thought it was part of the show

They spoke just like the actors In Youngers

Is true deh don't know.

This is just my opinion

Don't tell dem I said so!

Age Matters

I don't have a problem with Older Men dating younger girls.  My thing just be comfortable with your choices.  I was on a packed train recently then this couple came on and stood right in front of me.  Initially I thought it was a dad out with his daughter then I became aware of the continuous touching and stroking that was going on.  She had a very scared look on her face and it was like the only person who could rescue her was this man.  It was weird and it made me uncomfortable.


So I posted this poem on fb  20/04/13

#77 How Old is She?

It is not my business

That your girlfriend looks

Half your age

Are you so pathetic

That you need to dominate

Unfortunately the only person who fits that bill

Can't stay out after eight

I don't make up the rules

Have we now started dating kids from school?

What is the attraction

Is it the satisfaction of the reaction

I just see perv

Maybe there is more for me to observe

How sad

That you are old enough to be her dad

Laurny Hill tut tut tut!

Although this poem is entitled Impossible Task it started out as Coming-up, trying to comment about the Lauryn Hill Situation, the recent report of her being found guilty in regards to tax Evasion and Not paying rent.  I don’t understand her personal financial situation maybe she is broke which is possible .  The other angle is you cannot openly criticise the Illuminati and not expect some back lash, my thing is stop looking so surprised when there are objections when it comes to breaking the law of the land.

Posted 21/04/13

#79 Impossible Task

Firstly they rule by fear

This we know is clear

Then there is the secret

Not sure how they keep it

Then they have the network

Its all around the world

It affects everyone

Every boy every girl

By the time you are aware

You are in-drenched in fear

So you want to take them on

Realise they will make all  your rights wrong

They will join forces and unite

Do you really need this fight?

One by one we can make a difference

This is our only defence

Every group is infiltrated

Suspicion amongst your family

Can you even trust who you have mated?

Now they created paranoia

You begin to question your mind

Everyone around will leave you in time

What are the answers

I don’t understand the question

Change something you cannot see

That is an impossible task

For anybody  

Judicial Review

This is the poem I posted on fb 22/04/13

#80 Judicial Review

Judicial review

It all needs to be changed

From the stop and search

To the death row lane

The system is corrupt

Yet it can’t be stopped

Too many years of us supporting this stuff

Middle classes running a muck

With four chambers

Cosy meals

By the time you get to court

They have already done their deals

It’s a performance

In their wigs and gowns

We are just the props

They are the clowns

If it’s a civil matter

You will meet the Lay Magistrates

They will send you down

This is the Authoritative Police’s playground

Crown Court cases can be tried

If you get caught out

You will be doing time

The Jury of twelve are not your friends

They have knowledge of your case

They will not understand or defend

Jury service is a selection process

The least experienced get the most

This system has been in place

Does n’t make it right

If you oppose it

Get ready for a fight

Who benefits

Not you or I

We will be at the mercy of the courts

Till the  end of time