Let's just call it therapy

posted fb 30/08/13

#212 You Walk Past ME

You walk past me like nothing happened

and because it was long ago

it really doesn’t matter

you walk past me like I was nothing

not realising I am the catalyst that can change all this

you have no regards for what you have done

the day is coming

when you will be the one on the run

time is drawing close

when all those you treasure

will be hurt the most

a life of lies and deceit

for things that happened

that we cannot repeat

we all have our judgement day

what can you do to make amends

I have no answers

for all your oh so loyal friends

your life will dissolve

there will be no redress

all those you have tried so hard to impress

will finally see you for what you are

when I chose to reveal my ugly scars

I have protected you for too long

I hold the power

I hold the key

finding it hard to quell this hate in me

Stop exposing your children to unwanted attention coz you so want to be 'LIKE'd'

I am tiered of friends and family and acquaintances posting pics of their ohh so adorable child, nephew, grandson or whatever.  Do you not realise this is just circulating your child's image to unsolicited views.  Where do these pictures end up? once they have been liked and shared to a group of people that you do not know.  Come on do you not see this.

I have never been one to ogle at babies in prams and coo in that oh so stupid voice reserved for a 'particular cute baby'.  face it they look cute coz they're small end of.  They all look much the same and at that stage not many of their features have come in anyhow.  Well I don't do it, it is annoying and most times it is disingenuous.


posted fb 29/08/13

#211 I will not ‘LIKE’ your child

Why oh why is your child online?

there are pictures of mucky faces

pictures of child in cool places

pictures with a grin

pictures of every occasion

do you not read the papers?

online is where paedophiles

like to lime

they scan through school pictures

then hope and pray they see that child

so they can strike up a conversation

then it’s ‘do you want to go for a ride?’

then next minute they are on a news file

as we watch the parents pain

as we watch them cry

as they slowly lose their minds

do they not realise they gave their child on a plate

so next time you want to upload

think carefully

are you really that bold

that desperate for a ‘LIKE’

now I don’t do ‘ooh!’ and I don't do ‘ahhh!’

coz one child to me looks much the same

as long as they are healthy

don't care if they are wealthy

is it not your duty to keep them safe?

shouldn’t they get a chance to decide

when they go online

and have their face broadcast all over the place

My Enchanted life

I am embarking on a big venture, it is scary and exciting at the same time.  At every step of the way there has been masses of advise and good fortune.  From people I barely know.  It's wonderful.  I now have to decide who to listen to.  Do I just go along despite all this unsolicited advise or do I stop freeze and not go forward.


posted fb 29/08/13

#210 Guidance From Within

I will listen to my inner voice

and what it has to say

some call it their conscious

either way it will make you rethink your day

all situations we find ourselves in

are predicted somewhere along the way

you just have to listen

to the people you meet

telling you part of the story

for you to complete

make sense of what they are saying

as it is never as you think

sometimes it is a dream

sometimes more straightforward

you just have to make the link

listen to that inner voice that says ‘don't go there!’

its not always obvious

I assure you

in time it will all be clear......

Speaking well of the dead

I never want to be that person who waits until someone has passed to start speaking well about them, or treating them nice

posted fb 26/08/13

#206 big Talk

Big talk

after my passing

I do not want

say what you want to say

to my face

don't wait

till I  am gone

without a trace

furthermore

say nothing to me

say nothing of your feelings

show me by your actions

let it be apparent for all to see

let my heart be filled with your love

do not let me leave

until you are sure

I understand I am loved

evermore

Mornings don't really excite me

posted fb 26.08.13

#207 Each Morning

Each morning

when I rise

I am grateful

that I am here

to see another day

I rise with anticipation

in awe of what the day may bring

I think of those who are not with us

reflect on what they may have done with this day

I hope I am not wasting my day

so I jump up

refusing to snooze any longer

I am grateful

for the opportunities

this day will bring

each morning

when I rise !

Helping others whilst helping yourself

whatever you do for someone is between you and that person.  Why do some people find it necessary to annouce all their good deeds, exposing that persons current predicament. which maybe they do not want broadcasted

Do we do things for others coz it makes us feel good or do we do things that just benefit the other person, because it is the right thing to do


posted 27/08/13

#208 Noisy Workers

A midst this confusion

and the noise we accept

as a working city

the louder it is the more work is being done

how about those who go about silently

with no accalaid

that this noise brings

some need the noise to continue on

others work in silence

they say empty barrels make most noise

who shouts the loudest deserve to be listened to

how about those who speak quietly

move silently

is their work not valid

are they not counted

I know I would rather move silently

a midst the confusion

we accept to be a working city

Equality Overdue

  Just watched 15 minutes of 'The March'.  I grabbed my remote pressed record that's all I could do.  I couldn't move I was transfixed to screen.  I've had heard about the march I have seen clips of the march.  I was astounded by the sheer volume of people there who were truly integrated, they showed a water fountain where you saw black and white people drinking from the same fountain. powerful.  

Best thing I have seen on tv for a  long time.  totally inspiring.  


prompted me to write this.


posted fb 28. 08. 13


 #209 Equality Overdue

They owe me

they owe us all

for the equality

that is overdue

forced

to treat

me different from you

if I was taken on my merit

where will I be ?

what could I achieve ?

I will live her life

while she looks at me

5o years ago he had a dream

the dream is still not realised

I am sad to console

all those who were there

who marched

and walked

who made their voices clear

everyone had something to say

it is as if there never was that day

did it happen?

did it really occur?

all that they wanted

is still wanting

this is 50 years on

equality is still haunting

Britain 's Got Talent Watch out!

Music it is funny how each generation claims  current music as there own.  Much of it we have heard before.  I had a wonderful surreal moment in  my car. travelling with I suppose three generations, my daughter my neighbour and her son and my retired Italian neighbour.  I have selected an easy listening station to cater for all specifically my Italian neighbour .  At some point the tape deck (yes not a typo, an actual tape deck, in my 2002 car) kicks in and it is a cassette my elder daughter had made probably 10 years ago, with Ashanti do an acapella number ( some would say quite badly) the good thing is it gives us non singers a chance to have ago.  So in the middle of all the hubba-bubba in car I hear him attempting and reaching some of those high notes.  I am of course tickled pink, so I rewind it and now I insist we all join in.  Britain Got Talent Watch out!

posted fb 21/08/13

#202 Young Music

I love young music

I love the vibe

I love the energy

it energises me

it makes me feel

alive

I jump around

like I was ten

when one track is finished

I am ready to go again

one day I will act my age

until  then

all I want to do is rave

Obsession

posted fb very early hours 19/08/13

#202 Obsession

It is taking over my life

there is nothing else

outside of this

this is all I want to do

nothing interest me

nothing makes me feel alive

it has captivated me

I cannot deny

I know it isn’t healthy

I don't care

it is like a drug

I am addicted

helpless to resist

it is persistent

I must persist

until there is nothing left

of you

once you are gone

I am certain

I can be free

I need to move on

I am told

how can so many be wrong

I am the bold

Things just go around and around

posted fb 24/08/13

#205 The Cycle of Life

Should I just stand here

and wait for me to come back round

is it all just a never ending cycle

going around and around

groundhog day

not sure what my lesson is

what it is I meant to learn today

so to make this cycle end

make this day go away

make this day finally be put to bed

I will just stand here

waiting for me to come around again

I work Hard for my Tings!

Don't you hate when assumptions are made about your finances based on what I don't know.  you can never know someone financial situation after just observing them.  You would have to live with them and follow them around for at least a month.  Then you can have a better idea


posted fb 18/08/13

#201 What I have

What I have

I worked for

what I don't have

I am yet to achieve

don't watch what I have

when you know I hardly ever sleep

I make my sacrifices

you have more free time than me

in the park you can run free

I don’t spend my money reckless

as I know how hard it is to obtain

I don’t smoke or gamble

as I want to waste my brain

If I believe you need it

I will give it to you

as your need must be greater than mine

as you know how hard I work

you know I have children too

don’t covet what I have

as you couldn’t walk a day in my shoes

you think your life is hard

yet you don't know what I have been through